I would totally make out with him!

It's early....going to get some typing done before the arm goes for shit. I am not even going to talk about arm/neck bs....I am tired of it. I was late for work the other day...we police ourselves at work....if you come late you work later or scratch it off the OT owed, etc.

Why was I late...? Oh b/c I discovered a song online and, well...I had to listen to it 400x and look up the lyrics and dissect the video...I stumbled upon it by accident. I am not a fan of today's pop music really so it was a bit of a surprise to fall for this song so hard. I loved it before I even read the lyrics...the video is what drew me in...Shia LaBeouf is in it and this wonderful little dancer Maddie Ziegler....I EFFING love this music video. The symbolism...2 parts of yourself struggling against the other...little things like you can see Shia can fit through the cage bars....yet at the end - he is stuck and desperately trying to free himself...from himself. If that is not representative of the human struggle for many of us fucked up people I do not know what is. Initially, the article talked about the pervy nature of the video - so naturally I was all over that but I just do not see it...the dance in this video is not at all pervy to me - perhaps b/c the symbolism was apparent to me right off the bat - I didn't see a man dancing with a small girl as inappropriate...I saw something artistic and
Hello Shia LaBeouf!
brilliant. I guess that is life though, perception is everything. I cannot recall the last time as music video was even remotely interesting or worth 4 mins of any one's attention.
Some of the shit people are saying about it though is laughable and ridiculous...anyhow...they do not matter. ha! "Those people" like to shit all over anything they are not evolved enough to appreciate.
The song itself - I could have written those lyrics straight out of my own head...they ring very genuinely true for many I am sure.
Now I have a girl crush on Sia...and suddenly Shia LaBeouf is a man, when did this happen??? HELLO!



"Elastic Heart" by SIA
(feat. The Weeknd & Diplo)

And another one bites the dust
Oh why can I not conquer love?
And I might have thought that we were one
Wanted to fight this war without weapons

And I wanted it, I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
Yeah, let's be clear, I'll trust no one

You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace

Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart

I've got an elastic heart
Yeah, I've got an elastic heart

And I will stay up through the night
Let's be clear, won't close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I'll walk through fire to save my life

And I want it, I want my life so bad
I'm doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It's hard to lose a chosen one

You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace

Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart
[3x]

I've got an elastic heart