Space
So much space...keenly aware of how much space I occupy. Don't get me wrong, I am typically hyper aware of how I will fit into spaces, which is why if there is a crowded bus I have to be pretty desperate to get on it...and when I do I regret it INSTANTLY.
Matthew Good has a new record coming out and it cannot come out fast enough. Hurry the F up already, I am dying ova here! The new single is ok, I do not usually love his singles though so I do not care about that - having heard from early demo work though I am pretty stoked to get my hot little hands on it.
My wish to be invisible is granted 95% of the time...trust me - if you want to become invisible just become fat and it is like a cloak of non-existence...unless you are experiencing the other 5% of time and some asshole is making you very aware of how invisible you are not. I am harder on myself than anyone else could be but there is something about someone else calling out my lard...with headphones on in public it is less of an issue...ignorance really is bliss...but every so often it happens.
Who does that? Who goes around insulting people in public with the clear intention of humiliating them? I am surrounded daily by the homeless, the downtrodden, the addicted, the ugly, the scary...it would never occur to me to point out and use any of their physical attributes to verbally insult them...I just do not get it. I understand it is an easy go-to response during an altercation - "fat bitch" - the truth is I would be far more insulted had I been called a stupid bitch...for the love of gawd, Do not group me in with the stupid people. What a lazy form of insult...such a dreadful lack of wit and snark. No - no one has called me a fat bitch lately, I am just blathering on about whatever pops in my head.
My mom got an iPhone. I haven't heard the full details yet on how this decision transpired but it is weird, trust me. She could not even operate her old flip phone. I bet she will play games on it - or no wait - she won't b/c she will say she is too blind and can't see the screen well enough hahaha
Lewis turned me on the Melvins recently and I feel like I wasted my life up until now. I always new about the Melvins...their influence on Mr. Cobain...but they are the shit. Very diverse, do not love it all but some of it just blows the mind...loving it...
Matthew Good has a new record coming out and it cannot come out fast enough. Hurry the F up already, I am dying ova here! The new single is ok, I do not usually love his singles though so I do not care about that - having heard from early demo work though I am pretty stoked to get my hot little hands on it.
So today I got an email with the Shania Twain presale code....I am not a giant fan of her music at all but I like her as a person - you know, b/c we are pals, I read her book, I know her now hahaha - anyway...I wanted to see her in Vegas but Aunty Pam was not game so I thought maybe I should check out tickets for the Victoria show....the 1st ones that came up were aisle seats so it felt like a sign... 230.00 later the purchase was made for Oct 24 2015. I got one for my sister too b/c she will go to almost any show I wanna go to now and she actually likes her music more than I do so... I feel like I will be really embarrassed to be there b/c it is so not my scene but...a good show is a good show and her music doesn't OFFEND me like most country does so...it is a go.