Sunday, not likely a fun day....
I just woke up from a dream where our apartment burned down...and we were in the lobby of some other apartment bldg, with nothing but the clothes we had on...there were fired burning all over the place so there were a lot of people displaced. Days when by in this dream, I never knew what time it was or what day...I just waited for some direction of news....then I realized the cat was obviously burned up in the fire and told Miss A "Look, you finally got your wish to have no cat, happy?" {I am a dick even in my dreams}..I also said "Hey, at least we get a new couch now!"... then she went off to a friend's house and I just sat in this lobby...no one was being helpful...I eventually walked down to see my friend Tracey nearby, her apartment had been burning too...I walked through a funeral procession on Quadra Street, the local Money Mart had installed this strange royal purple carpeting..I stared as I walked by wondering wtf day it was when I looked at the hours sign on the door. My old landlady was in this dream which is really annoying b/c she is a twat...she was being all helpful and not helpful at the same time but still very irritating, as she always was. I keep thinking about all the little treasures that were not ash in the apartment...the snugli I carried Miss A in, all the video of her as a baby, her little baby outfits, the photo albums (oh fuck, the photo albums)......woke up all upset when my uncle Jim handed me a motel voucher (haha). But I slept in until 840 am! EPIC!
Been very story here this weekend...so much rain and wind...yesterday I was glad to not have anywhere to go b/c its that INSTANT SOAK kind of weather.
I started a new little project of mine...I am editing my journal writing...seriously, when I read that old shit I die inside...there are some great nuggets in-between some boring ass drivel and I just decided to take the nuggets out and paste into a new journal and shred the leftovers.
This also enables me to 'vanish' some topics that I do not necessarily think need to exist in that context. It still happened but it does not require being recorded in a context that is usually in a pissed off rant fashion...though very amusing to read and some worth keeping!
Today is rice krispie square experiment day....should be tasty.
Been very story here this weekend...so much rain and wind...yesterday I was glad to not have anywhere to go b/c its that INSTANT SOAK kind of weather.
I started a new little project of mine...I am editing my journal writing...seriously, when I read that old shit I die inside...there are some great nuggets in-between some boring ass drivel and I just decided to take the nuggets out and paste into a new journal and shred the leftovers.
This also enables me to 'vanish' some topics that I do not necessarily think need to exist in that context. It still happened but it does not require being recorded in a context that is usually in a pissed off rant fashion...though very amusing to read and some worth keeping!
Today is rice krispie square experiment day....should be tasty.